Looking Back

I remember not long into my past when I was a young lady...the age of innocence... At the age of 15 I dated a guy named Kevin who would always pressure me into giving up my then precious virginity and submitting to his will...Never thought he was worth it...so after the debate going back and forth i moved it forward without Kevin...

Now onward to the present time..I'm 38 the mother of 3 beautiful brats (lol) so clearly the virgin thing didn't last. But I think about it all the time...I spoke to a male friend about any life reflection and regrets. He made a very thought provoking statement "I wish I had waited to lose my virginity" "Why?" I asked...he said sex complicates things. And I for one have to agree..it's a 3 letter world that holds so much power. People lie for it, break families up over it; hell people even murder for it..

Sometimes the act itself is a vast disappointment of the aftermath it leaves behind...Don't get me wrong I'm no prude. But yes like my friend said. I too wish I had waited. I was pregnant and a mom at the tender age of 17. Imagine. I could not vote for a president, or go into a bar and order alcohol or even go to the corner store and buy cigarettes. Not that these things have been my desire but you get the idea.

Now I know what your thinking what hell kinda blog is this. Well for those of you who've ever felt this way but never expressed it out loud just see me as your voice...

Till next time......